'doubt is a trigger, manipulator of things. an accomplice, a mediator, a thief, a reminder of my fears. something I love to hate. an asset in the experimental, faraway sometimes yet the weary close never out of sight. leaving traces, taking over, in and out of control. a forger of beauty, (im)possibilities and the most perfect imperfections. food for lingering sleepyheads like me. did I create my doubt or did doubt create me?'